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| one hundred tears away |
| 09.28.04 (7:17 am) [edit] |
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"She is your mirror, shining back at Ok, I’m gonna be mushy this time.  You know, I love my sister. We share this groovy kind of ‘sister-relationship’ and enjoy doing a lot of things together. Watch our fav. programs like Ally McBeal. Exchanging gossips. Sharing our thoughts. Those Pillow fights. Staying out late doing nothing but talk and talk, even when there’s nothing to talk about. ;-) I always get this wonderful feeling everytime I look at her at night while she’s sleeping next to me. And she’s right, she’s the only person who knows me inside-out.And Last Sept. 19 was her birthday. On the morning, Gen texted me and informed her sister’s party to be done in the afternoon (it was Jizmo’s debut party actually). For some reasons I wasn’t able to come. Joice also invited me to come visit her in their place but I refused to. I noticed that my Sister’s a bit depressed coz the whole day was one hell of a disaster. We were supposed to watch a movie but something happened. She wouldn’t go out of our room and even pissed-off with my brother. How could she receive phone calls when he’s using it the whooole damn day?! Sometimes I wish he’s not my brother. But reality bites. We got one blood running thru our veins... but he’s a pain in my ass. I swear. Going back. This is what happened: I joined my Sister in our room. Told her to lighten up. Joke around. I said I understand what she’s feeling (I forgot exaclty what I said but that’s what I was trying to tell her). She turned her back on me and burst into tears. Before I know it, I was already crying too. I dunno.. Maybe bec. of the things we couldn’t say... Or maybe we just feel like it... But whatever, it feels good. What happened was more of emotions rather than reasons. I coudn’t explain what I felt that moment. I wanted her to unfasten herself and give in to whatever’s been pulling her. But it’s so hard to see the person who’s always making you laugh break into pieces. Like most of us, I don’t wanna let others see me cry coz I know just how it feels. It’s not that easy. But sometimes you even have to be strong to say you’re weak. On that day also, Jhudy came and selpt-over to our house (thank God!). We drink but I only had a little coz I felt a burning sensation on my throat. After that I suffered for four damn days. I can bearly swallow. Fuck! But I got used to it though. I already had four opinions from four different doctors telling me I should undergo tonsilectomy (a surgical removal of tonsils). That’s a different story anyway. The day was saved by Jhudy in other words. Heheh. We almost died laughing. =) |
posted by: bluefairy (reply)
post date: 09.28.04 (9:20 am)
i also have a sister. it's a wonderful feeling having one, isn't it?
i liked the quote :-) so-so true!
posted by: CYRIX (reply)
post date: 09.28.04 (12:41 pm)
Reply to: bluefairy
welcome back! :) yes andie, nothing compares..
gracias!
posted by: mo (reply)
post date: 09.28.04 (1:47 pm)
Yup!! a sister is the best thing in life
posted by: CYRIX (reply)
post date: 09.29.04 (2:42 am)
Reply to: mo
yes mo.. i remember how you sometimes talk about your sister.. :)
btw, u still mad at me??
posted by: mo (reply)
post date: 09.29.04 (12:53 pm)
Oh no .. not at all !! chill out !! shake up everything and everybody.
posted by: mo (reply)
post date: 10.01.04 (1:40 am)
i don't have a bro :((
posted by: Joice (reply)
post date: 10.01.04 (1:57 pm)
Reply to: CYRIX
Yeah... thank God for my bro!!! :D
well, you'll always be a sister to me... :p
posted by: AugustDC (reply)
post date: 10.07.04 (2:22 pm)
This made me think of my relationship with my own sister. We reflect each other, but where one is the other is strong. We spend time together and instantly take on our rightful place of yen and yang.
Nobody feels older or younger anymore. Nobody feels smarter or taller or stronger. We have a balance. I hope that no matter who I lose in live, I always have my sister.