**this post should've been for yesterday***

hi there! sorry for i am unable to update this blog on a regular basis.. anyhoo, just this morning after our work we all went out to have breakfast. that's what we're doing these past few days.. i hate the thought that by next week, we would be shuffled to different teams. i knew it's gonna happen sooner or later it's just that it's hard to let go of someone whom you've shared your life with. we've been together for six months now but it feels like we've known each other for a very long time. we have shared good times and bad times, have fought for one another, we've been through hell and back! and while we were having breakfast a while ago, we realized this might be the last week that we will all be together. come monday, we'd have different schedules and teams and even though we've just got regularized there's no guarantee that the company will let us stay in case we don't make it to certification. it sucks!

so there, little did we know we were reminiscing of the things we've been through, those friends we've lost, our future plans, and fears.. that's what i hate the most. you would gain friends from school, work, but you know it's not gonna last forever.. there will come a time when all of you will need to go on your own. i hate feeling nostalgic as well as the fact that no matter how you look at things, there's nothing you can do. there are things that are out of your hands and will definitely lose your grip no matter how tight you hold on to it.

anyway, this post might be continued since we have planned a reunion this saturday. it will definitely be a blast.. and a lotta tear jerking moments..

.:current song thank you by dido