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| never ending story |
| 06.17.06 (10:01 pm) [edit] |
|
Ok, just a quick post since i'm gonna start watching Before Sunrise/Before Sunset. i've been wanting to see those movies coz i'm a bit curious about the story and i heard it's good and a must-seen movie. the videos i rented last monday are actually due today but i didn't have enough time to watch it.. eden and danielle (her daughter) were here a while ago and we watched saw 2 and shutter. danielle is such a cute litol kiddo.. she's very sweet and smart, and she's not like the other kids who would hide in their mother's back the moment you start talking to them. oh how i want to have my own! any sperm donor out there? haha.. well anyway it seems like of all my friends in the office, eden is the one closest to me. we're inseparable.. i mean we're all bonded but somehow it's like something's always going on. i think i've mentioned this already in my last entry and i remember saying that rumors will always be there. but this thing? ugh, it's terrible! and what i hate the most are those people whose days are spent trying to bring other people down. people who might do better than others yet still got insecurities. i tell you one incident which actually happened to me yesterday.. we were talking about work and whatnot when "one" of us mentioned that "this" person is good. and that "one" stated i'm also good, then "this" person bluntly said i'm just good because i already have an experience in the same field of work. (i used '"' to indicate those involved and to avoid confusion. or does that make you more confused? lol) good thing that "one" person sort of saved me by saying i didn't stay long enough from my previous company and that it doesn't have to be the basis. so there.. i know i'm not over-reacting here coz one shouldn't be reacting in such a way in the first place. why can't we just be happy for other people's success? how can somehow throw harsh statements without realizing what it could mean to other? whoa! what snucks up her ass?! anyway, things are getting pretty much tighter since next week is our certification week. well whatever has to happen will happen. as much as possible i don't wanna pressure myself. btw, i find myself missing her a lot. there are nights when i would wait for a chance to just get a glimpse of her and it's so strange how she occupies my mind all the time even when i'm busy. ugh! what's wrong with me?! oh, and i love it whenever she calls me 'baby' or 'sweetie' :-) she's just naturally sweet to anyone, but it feels good though. |
posted by: snarl (reply)
post date: 06.17.06 (4:55 am)
You have the choice everyday to speak life or death. I'm glad to see you chosing to speak life. Continue to chose life and encourage instead of tear down.
posted by: Arthur/Nurikane (reply)
post date: 06.17.06 (5:07 am)
Uuuuy! In lababo! XD
posted by: cyrix (reply)
post date: 06.17.06 (8:54 pm)
Reply to: snarl
aww.. thank you so much snarl! well, i would have to speak about life. coz it's hard to talk about something you're afraid of you know.. but as i've read Tuesdays with Morrie, i've learned that we shouldn't be afraid of dealing with death at all. am i making sense? heheh.. well, i know what you mean by that. and i just sort of told myself that i wouldn't worry my life away.
posted by: cyrix (reply)
post date: 06.17.06 (9:05 pm)
Reply to: Arthur/Nurikane
ahaha!! you are silly! :D
posted by: delle (reply)
post date: 06.25.06 (3:38 am)
i have learned to shut my mouth accordingly. people at work are not as encouraging as they claim to be. just don't trust their words, little girl, don't even trust your own words coz they might take it the wrong way. as for me, i just do my job the best as i can. and try to help others and also ask help from others when i can. your doing swell, don't let them get to you.
posted by: delle (reply)
post date: 06.25.06 (3:44 am)
don't get me wrong. i love the people at work. its the atmosphere of evals that gets to us. we should quit comparing ourselves with each other and just concentate on our own work.
posted by: cyrix (reply)
post date: 06.25.06 (10:30 am)
Reply to: delle
thanks delle! love yah.. :o)