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| 04.11.06 (12:29 pm) [edit] |
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woot! i'm back.. sorry for not keeping you on track for what seems so long now. i don't know, but i kind of lost the urge to write. but now, lemme try to give you some updates about things that happened recently. actually, i was never away. there were, in fact, days when i would go online and do the usual stuffs. check e-mails, read blogs (even i would leave comments whenever i want to) supremeanna is one witness since i would often visit her site. also some of my friends' blogs.. but surprisingly i couldn't stay in front of the computer longer than 3-4 hours. i mean, i don't get it how some people get to spend almost the whole day surfing the internet. sometimes i find it boring. there's just got to be more, right? or maybe i'm just sour graping in here.. heck, you could imagine how my past weeks had spent idly. although at times i get to do a lot of things at home (since our parents are not with us, more often than not, i have to be the one to do most of the household chores) and do i have the choice? no! but you know what pisses me off? it's not that you're in charge of something or that you're responsible to take care of things that aren't even supposed to be taken care of anymore.. no, it's not the point. in fact, i prefer to do things voluntarily and i sometimes find it rewarding to realize i get to take care of my siblings and somehow manage to make my parents feel secure knowing they don't have to worry being away from us. but why the heck do i feel useless? why am i feeling drained? mentally, physically , emotionally.. having said that, i remember this advice from a friend way back in high school.. "the best portion of one's life may well be those little, nameless, unremembered acts of kindness and love" and as they say, it's not important whether or not your efforts and sacrifices are recognized. but admit it, it feels good to do something nice to others and probably the best reward that you can get is to know they appreciate it.. right? but how would you like it if someone always gets to see your weaknesses? i mean, it would be much better if all your efforts are unseen. fine! but what if someone makes you feel like you haven't done anything right? of course we've got our own flaws. nobody's perfect.. but i guess while there are things other people can do that you can't do, there are also things that you know you can do that others can't. the bottomline is, well, i would have to quote one of the Big Brother Housemates for saying this.. that each and every one of us is beautiful. and to add something, in my opinion, no matter how bad and miserable one person is, still within him lies a little bit of that beauty. we just have to seek for it and look at it with our hearts. so there, moving on.. our training has just started. FYI: that's a seven-week training. Fuck! so far, so good.. but it's too early to tell. as much as possible i don't wanna pressure myself into thinking about it that much. we are handling a new account by the way. so they're expecting a lot from us. as with my colleagues, they're bunch of interesting people.. umm, so what else.. guess that's all i can say for now. i'm off to sleep guys since i can already feel myself floating. toodles! |
posted by: Cutter (reply)
post date: 04.11.06 (11:09 am)
I read this, and I keep thinking...
One man's trash is another man's treasure.
I'd rather be hated for being myself than loved for being someone I'm not.
If you show your weaknesses, you'll never have to fear them being discovered. ;)
posted by: cyrix (reply)
post date: 04.11.06 (4:43 pm)
you have a very good point Cutter..
i have always liked the way you think. it makes me ponder and dig deeper. :)
posted by: Joice (reply)
post date: 04.11.06 (10:44 pm)
Hi there! Nice to read some updates here...
As long as you know that you've than your best with kind intentions, be happy! :) Let's take those critisms constructively and be a better person :D
You take care always :)
God bless us all ;)
posted by: supremeanna (reply)
post date: 04.12.06 (7:24 am)
Glad you've come back! I know how it is sometimes - I also get sick of the net sometimes, just like every other form of entertainment, it wears thin eventually. and as for wanting to be acknowledged for good deeds, i'm with you. it's all good and dandy to do things just for the heck of it, but recognition once in awhile is nice too. thanks for your comments on my blog; very sweet of you, thanks. i'm glad you've come back to blogging as well :) hope to hear more soon
posted by: cyrix (reply)
post date: 04.15.06 (12:53 pm)
hi joice! nice to see you here.. hope you also keep your blog updated since we seldom talk anymore.
oh, and congrats again! you deserved that promotion.. :)
posted by: cyrix (reply)
post date: 04.15.06 (1:16 pm)
Reply to: supremeanna
thanks anna! how i wish i could get to blog everyday like you. but sometimes it's either my schedule or laziness prohibits me to do so.
posted by: joice (reply)
post date: 04.16.06 (9:10 am)
Reply to: cyrix
I just did! =D
Keep in touch!
Thanks for the greetings! =D
posted by: cyrix (reply)
post date: 04.16.06 (7:07 pm)
Reply to: joice
i don't need your thank you, i want you to treat me to lunch! haha..