somebody keeps on looking up my post and past blogs through google.. ugh! should i freak out? lol..

have a fuckin' nice day everyone!

guess what, we didn't do anything at work today.. the system got busted and we just took calls for like 2 hours.. there had been some changes with regard to work. we are now being handled by a different team lead. he's just fine. it's too early to tell, as i always say.. although i can see his dedication and i've seen how he managed the previous team he was in.

it's sad to think about the things that are happening. but it makes me wonder how we are able to go through all those shit. i believe there are still some things that needs to be settled. but on my end, i think it's best to deal with it in the most professional way possible. i respect those people and i have nothing against them.

i would want to believe there are reasons behind everything. it's just that sometimes you couldn't help but ask and wonder that maybe things like that should've been prevented. we were 18 down to 10.. i'm afraid we'd still lose some. who knows i might be one of those.. it could either be one of two things: i might not get certified. or i, myself would lose hope and give up. though it's a good thing i still manage to go to work every day. i don't even have enough reasons to keep me going. and i know all of us in the team have the same sentiments. i feel it's only us who motivate each other. 

whenever i look back, i miss the way things used to be. i miss the people i came across with and learned to value.. it made me realize that in this crazy world, people come and go. but it shouldn't be a reason for us to make reservations and be distant to other people. we just have to hang on to that thought and accept the fact that once we welcome something, we should also be able to learn how to let it go.

If only we could always live in dreams
If only we could make of life what in dreams, it seems...
But in the real world, we must say real goodbyes
no matter if the love will live, will never die

In the real world, there are things that we can't change
And endings come to us in ways that we can't rearrange
I love you and you love me, but sometimes we must let it be
In the real world, in the real world

.: in the real world (roy orbison)