so.. it's actually my off today. but instead of getting enough rest and sleep here i am blabbing non sense.

i noticed i'm having hair fall the past few days. but when i took a shower just this evening, it was terrible. not just a few strands of hair.. err, it's starting to freak me out! i'm thinking it might just because of stress. but i don't think i'm stressed.. whatever..

anyway, i don't understand why i keep on getting comments on the previous post i deleted. what happened was i accidentally posted my last entry entitled: untitled (pfft! lol) two times. of course i've had to delete the other one. and here at tblog, we get notified everytime we receive comments. and it's really weird coz today i got two comments from that entry. so how were they able to access it if i already deleted it about a week ago? i dunno how'd that happen. fuckin weird..

with regard to my work, everything seems to turn out quite alright.. last friday was the last day of our ace training and we were hoping we could all make it. then our trainer called four of our co-trainees and talked to them outside. you could imagine how nervous we were while waiting as we were, at the same time, trying to convince ourselves that there might be things they just need to secure with the HR. after a couple of minutes they came back having those gloomy faces. pam (our trainer) broke the news to us, that unfortunately those people didn't make it. and what happened next? the room suddenly filled with somberness and everyone was crying. well, not all of us actually. i didn't cry coz i was like trying to absorb what was goin on. if it's for real or what.. it only sinked in to me when i started to comfort one of 'em. still, i was half-hearted. well knowing myself, duh! not the rudeness in me, ok? but getting carried away easily by tear-jerk moments. so there.. it turned out it was all nothing but a hoax! haha.. they really got us going! how funny..

and as planned, after the shift we had a drinking session at fame's house. sigh.. for some reasons i'm actually smiling as i'm typing this entry. guess bec we all made it through. oh well, that was just the first week. it's gonna be a long winding road.. not sure what i will find at the end, but hope we could all get there. moreover, i'm glad bec i got to meet those people. they're all terrif! i'm luvin it there, really.. it's quite different from the other companies i've worked with in the past. so i hope this is a start of a lasting friendship.. and hey! guess we all deserve a pat on the back, ayt?! congrats to us!! wo-hoo!!!