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imbecillesque
09.29.04 (4:45 am)   [edit]

a song from rivermaya :)

good morning baby
are you still mad at me?
i guess i couldn’t blame you
i instigated this big mess
i acted imbecillesque
yeah i know
that i could’ve heard you
had i been listening but
instead my arrogance
divided us and now i’m
messed up big time
like my guitar

coz i love you but i hurt you
and though i wish that i could
make you smile
there is nothing that i can do
but send a little song
across the miles

i’m terribly sorry
and i hope
you forgive me
i am terribly sorry
baby

i acted totally inept
self-centered
imbecillesque
coz i love you but i hurt you
and though i wish that i could
make you smile
there is nothing that i can do
but send you a little song
across the miles

i’m terribly sorry
and i hope
you forgive me
i am terribly sorry
baby

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one hundred tears away
09.28.04 (7:17 am)   [edit]

"She is your mirror, shining back at
you with a world of possibilities. She
is your witness, who sees you at your
worst and best, and loves you anyway.
She is your partner in crime, your
midnight companion, someone who knows
when you are smiling, even in the dark.
She is your teacher, your defense
attorney, your personal press agent,
even your shrink. Some days, she's the
reason you wish you were an only child."
-Barbara Alpert-




Ok, I’m gonna be mushy this time. You know, I love my sister. We share this groovy kind of ‘sister-relationship’ and enjoy doing a lot of things together. Watch our fav. programs like Ally McBeal. Exchanging gossips. Sharing our thoughts. Those Pillow fights. Staying out late doing nothing but talk and talk, even when there’s nothing to talk about. ;-) I always get this wonderful feeling everytime I look at her at night while she’s sleeping next to me. And she’s right, she’s the only person who knows me inside-out.

And Last Sept. 19 was her birthday. On the morning, Gen texted me and informed her sister’s party to be done in the afternoon (it was Jizmo’s debut party actually). For some reasons I wasn’t able to come. Joice also invited me to come visit her in their place but I refused to.

I noticed that my Sister’s a bit depressed coz the whole day was one hell of a disaster. We were supposed to watch a movie but something happened. She wouldn’t go out of our room and even pissed-off with my brother. How could she receive phone calls when he’s using it the whooole damn day?! Sometimes I wish he’s not my brother. But reality bites. We got one blood running thru our veins... but he’s a pain in my ass. I swear. Going back. This is what happened:

I joined my Sister in our room. Told her to lighten up. Joke around. I said I understand what she’s feeling (I forgot exaclty what I said but that’s what I was trying to tell her). She turned her back on me and burst into tears. Before I know it, I was already crying too. I dunno.. Maybe bec. of the things we couldn’t say... Or maybe we just feel like it... But whatever, it feels good. What happened was more of emotions rather than reasons. I coudn’t explain what I felt that moment. I wanted her to unfasten herself and give in to whatever’s been pulling her. But it’s so hard to see the person who’s always making you laugh break into pieces. Like most of us, I don’t wanna let others see me cry coz I know just how it feels. It’s not that easy. But sometimes you even have to be strong to say you’re weak.

On that day also, Jhudy came and selpt-over to our house (thank God!). We drink but I only had a little coz I felt a burning sensation on my throat. After that I suffered for four damn days. I can bearly swallow. Fuck! But I got used to it though. I already had four opinions from four different doctors telling me I should undergo tonsilectomy (a surgical removal of tonsils). That’s a different story anyway. The day was saved by Jhudy in other words. Heheh. We almost died laughing. =)
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pano nga ba mag move on?
09.11.04 (3:03 am)   [edit]

one can cry cry cry na para bang may namatay
tapos die die die ang iyong mundo na nawalan ng kulay
tapos live live live pag healed na ang iyong puso
upang muli kang ma-fall fall fall.... inlove

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theme of life
09.10.04 (2:21 am)   [edit]

what song best describes your life at the moment?



mine would be this...


Will Of The Wind


I spent half my life
Looking for the reasons things must change.
And half my life trying to make them stay the same.
But love would fade like summer into fall;
All that I could see was a mystery,
It made no sense at all.

The will of the wind, you feel it and then,
It will pass you blowing steady.
It comes and it goes, and God only knows,
You must keep your sails on ready.
So when it begins, get all that you can;
You must befriend the will of the wind.

I spent so many hours
Just thinkin' 'bout the way things might have been.
And so many hours trying to bring the good times back again.
And so it goes for lonely hearted fools;
They let their days slip away,
Until they give into...


The will of the wind, you feel it and then,
It will pass you blowing steady.
It comes and it goes, and God only knows,
You must keep your sails on ready.
So when it begins, get all that you can;
You must befriend the will of the wind.

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she is Jack and he is Jill
09.09.04 (3:31 am)   [edit]

JACK & JILL


i miss this show a lot. it was aired before in studio 23 but i wasn't able to watch it. thank god that it had a re-run early this year. it was my sunday afternoon delight. about 12-5.. whew! marathon! i remember how it makes my butt glued on chair in front of tv. hehe.. i even create a friendster account and i was amazed to find out that many people are actually watching it, in philippines esp in malaysia and other asian countries.


SPOILER


Jack & Jill is a story about relationships– between roommates, friends, and lovers– and about finding your soul mate, that one special person you want to spend the rest of your life with. But it's also a story about finding your way in this world at that time in your life when you first strike out on your own. You learn that things don't always go according to plan, and that life is not only black and white, but also full of shades of gray, and somehow it all works out in the end.


Other co-stars are Jaime Pressly as Audrey Griffin, Justin Kirk as Bartholomew; Barto Zane, Sarah Paulson as Elisa Cronkite and Simon Rex as Michael; Mikey Anthony Russo.


This series humorously explores the intricacies of dating in your twenties, including the differences between boys and girls, men and women, men and boys, women and girls and fairy tales and real life.





(clockwise from top right)


jill, audrey, mikey, elisa, barto, jack




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merry x'mas!
09.06.04 (1:08 pm)   [edit]

it's already BER-month! yipee! hehehh.. i've been hearing Christmas songs already and it feels soo good. warms my heart..


but this quote from ally mcbeal just happened to cross my mind.. dunno why..


"Christmas is nothing compared with Christmas Eve"


uh, well.. i agree..


anyway;


call me stupid, call me pathetic but i wanna be the first to greet you...


FELIZ NAVIDAD!

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