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| hmm.. and another hmm... |
| 07.16.04 (4:20 pm) [edit] |
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THE big LOVE TEST! brought to you by Quizilla |
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| burried pleasures |
| 07.15.04 (3:41 pm) [edit] |
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here are some vidcaps of that episode:
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| 4 Comments |
| hola! |
| 07.15.04 (2:34 pm) [edit] |
| Today I only had 4 hours of sleep. I dozed off at 9 am and woke up at 1 in the afternoon. whew! gotta get a life! :D |
| 1 Comments |
| just asking.. |
| 07.15.04 (2:35 am) [edit] |
| would you subject yourself to a cosmetic surgery? |
| 5 Comments |
| e-mail from philip |
| 07.15.04 (2:28 am) [edit] |
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a friend of mine had sent me a file (in wma format) it was the song he was singing at the top of his lungs. haha! anyway, the song is by 5th dimension. it's totally awesome.. LAST NIGHT I DIDN'T GET TO SLEEP AT ALL, NO, NO I LAYED, WAKED AND WATCHED UNTIL THE MORNING LIGHT WASHED AWAY THE DARKNESS OF THE LONELY NIGHT LAST NIGHT I GOT TO THINK MAYBE I SHOULD CALL YOU UP AND JUST FORGET MY FOOLISH PRIDE I HEARD YOUR NUMBER RINGING I WERE COLD INSIDE LAST NIGHT I DIDN'T GET TO SLEEP AT ALL I KNOW IT'S NOT MY FAULT I DID MY BEST GOD KNOWS THIS HEART OF MINE COULD USE A REST WHAT MORE AND MORE I FIND THE DREAMS I LEFT BEHIND ARE SOMEHOW TOO REAL TO REPLACE LAST NIGHT I DIDN'T GET TO SLEEP AT ALL THE SLEEP UNTIL I TOOK WAS JUST A WASTE OF TIME I COULDN'T CLOSE MY EYES 'CAUSE YOU WERE ON MY MIND LAST NIGHT I DIDN'T GET TO SLEEP AT ALL DIDN'T GET TO SLEEP, NO I DIDN'T GET TO SLEEP AT ALL WHAT MORE AND MORE I FIND THE DREAMS I LEFT BEHIND ARE SOMEHOW TOO REAL TO REPLACE LAST NIGHT I DIDN'T GET TO SLEEP AT ALL, NO, NO THE SLEEP UNTIL I TOOK WAS JUST A WASTE OF TIME I COULDN'T CLOSE MY EYES 'CAUSE YOU WERE ON MY MIND LAST NIGHT I DIDN'T GET TO SLEEP AT ALL NO I DIDN'T GET TO SLEEP, DIDN'T GET TO SLEEP AT ALL |
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| song lyrics... |
| 07.09.04 (11:16 am) [edit] |
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WITH A SMILE Lift your head, baby, don't be scared Of the things that could go wrong along the way You'll get by with a smile You can't win at everything but you can try. Baby, you don't have to worry 'Coz there ain't no need to hurry No one ever said that there's an easy way When they're closing all their doors And they don't want you anymore This sounds funny but I'll say it anyway. In a world where everybody Hates a happy ending story It's a wonder love can make the world go round But dont let it bring you down And turn your face into a frown You'll get along with a little prayer and a song. Lift your head, baby, don't be scared Of the things that could go wrong along the way You'll get by with a smile Now it's time to kiss away those tears goodbye   |
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| drawing the lines |
| 07.08.04 (2:43 am) [edit] |
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Whew! New day, new life… I just told somebody today whom I had fallen in love with some months ago that I’m completely over him. Yep, I’m thru with him! And I feel good. I just have no idea of what he really feels. Actually I, myself, was shocked by the words that came out of my mouth. To exaggerate things, it was like “hey jerk, I’m so over you” Haha! Oopps! No offense to him. I just thought things went in a not-so-proper way. We weren’t actually face-to-face but it’s like “in your face” you know what I mean? I decided to walk on the road less traveled by, to be direct. But at certain point I feel that I should have never told it to him. Anyway as I’ve said, it feels good so I should be feeling right. And it was me, who had feelings for him. Umm, yeah, so there’s no way it can hit him. I remember what he said, “actually as i have told you.. i have big dreams in life .. and i want to work hard for them. so i want to give all my time to work..” So why the hell waste my time waiting for him to love me back? Besides he’s the type of person who has no time, or should I say, doesn’t believe in love. There are billions of people here in this world so if you were thrown-off, why not go look for another one? I’m not saying that if you’re really looking for your soulmate you oughta meet all the people one by one and have yourself drawn to him/her, have some fucking sessions, and if you found out that person is not the one then search for another. What I mean is God is not stupid to create billions of people and left you all alone. Going back.. Maybe I’m just saying these bec. my love for him is not the kind that I will cross the sea to be with him. No, he should be the one to conquer things for me. He should make a yacht out of those trees in his jungle and leave his island to sail in an endless sea with me. Haha! What am I saying?! (well, only the two of us can understand that) Honestly, I’ve been waiting for that right time to come where I’d be able to say it. So just he knows I’m thru with him. I am a woman, forget the bisexual thing. I’m still a woman coz I have vagina. And when I blurted it out, it was actually my moment. FYI: It’s not that someone new came along. Neither we had “something” in the past. Of course I’d still want to be loved by him. But in a degree of friendship. I want things to be like this. No reservations. No compromises. No more, no less. It’s just that he’s too special that I don’t wanna think of loosing him one day. So there, we're better off as friends. |
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| rainbow |
| 07.07.04 (2:35 pm) [edit] |
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to mohit: Take a little time baby See the butterfly's colors Listen to the birds that were sent To sing for me and you Can you feel me This is such a wonderful place to be Even if there is pain now Everything would be all right For as long as the world still turns There will be night and day Can you hear me There's a rainbow always after the rain |
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| .... |
| 07.07.04 (2:08 pm) [edit] |
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i just burn a cd for myself. here’s the list of the songs. most of these are by Vonda Shepard (i just love her!) [i]*songs with no artist are by VS*[/i] neighborhood for once in my life stay awake- Ronnie Laws troubles times- Fountains Of Wayne one hundred tears away you belong to me forever blue- Swing Out Sisters best that I got- Anita Baker i know him by heart it’s you – Stevie Wonder and Dionne Warwick maryland alone again (naturally) sweet thing- Chaka Khan and Rufus someday we’ll be together baby don’t you break my heart slow searching my soul end of the world i love you more today than yesterday- Spiral Staircase happy – Jackson 5 we’ve only just begun – Carpenters :) |
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| ? & ! |
| 07.06.04 (3:17 am) [edit] |
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When someone asks you, "A penny for your thoughts," and you put your two cents in, what happens to the other penny? Why is it that if someone tells you that there are 1 billion stars in the universe you will believe them, but if they tell you a wall has wet paint you will have to touch it to be sure? :lol: |
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| :( |
| 07.05.04 (1:23 pm) [edit] |
| dammit! i miss him.. i can feel he's avoiding me and i don't know why. :cry: |
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| la vita e bella |
| 07.05.04 (9:04 am) [edit] |
| it feels good when you finally found the spot you've been itching to scratch. :lol: |
| 3 Comments |
| you're nobody till somebody loves you |
| 07.05.04 (6:56 am) [edit] |
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Happiness is not a destination but rather a journey, I believe. We only live and die once and it would be the most painful thing getting there and not having to savor the thing that you know will make you complete as a human. If I were to ask right at this moment if I’m ready to die, I would bluntly say no. I don’t wanna die not knowing the reason why God put me here. What on earth am I here for? I don’t even know what drives my life. The only thing I know is I’m a failure. I’ve made lots of mistakes in my life. I’ve never been good at myself and to the people I love. Neither do I know where I’m headed. C’mon, what the hell is goin’ on with me! Ah, life sucks! Somebody has to spank me. But I got no one to blame. You know, when a person gets to experience life’s absurdities, apparently he tend to be cynical about things. Do you believe that? Am I just being one? Sometimes I feel like it’s only hope that keeps me going. At least I have hope. At least I push through. Somehow I’m still lucky I get to wake up each morning and realize there’s always something to laugh about and be thankful for. And perhaps there are lots of reasons to say how beautiful life is. Maybe it’s only a matter of appreciating things that are coming your way. Oftentimes we ask God to bring us miracles but little do we know that the fact of having every single day in our lives is actually a miracle. The gift of life itself, the birdsong, the way the sun breaks through the clouds each morning, having someone to love, being loved.. Well it makes me realize that being loved is certainly being able to tell yourself "I EXIST" |
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| read on |
| 07.04.04 (3:47 am) [edit] |
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[i]never offer your heart to someone who eats hearts[/i] by Alice Walker Never offer your heart to someone who eats hearts who find heartmeat delicious but not rare who sucks the juices drop by drop and bloody-chinned grins like a God. Never offer your heart to a heart gravy lover. Your stewed, overseasoned heart consumed he will sop up your grief with bread and send it shuttling from side to side in his mouth like bubblegum. If you find yourself in love with a person who eats hearts these things you must do. Freeze your heart immediately, Let him—next time he examines your chest— find your heart cold flinty and unappetizing. Refrain from kissing lest he in revenge dampen the spark in your soul. Now, sail away to Africa where holy women await you on the shore— long having practiced the art of replacing hearts with God and Song. |
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